I'm Losing......

I think i'm losing the fight,as time passess by i'm losing energy and the intention to fight in my "battle" anymore.Today i keep asking myself it is bacause sth is bothering my and distract my attention?It is because my enemy is too strong?Is it because i'm use and comform to it?I don't want to be like that i feel like i'm like a walking corpse and i don't want to be so.I wanted to regain my strenght and my confidence and my intentions and my thought.I don't want to regret later after i graduate,i hope that i still can fixed back the hole that i did.I don't want to regret when i'm old.I don't want to.Let this be the promise to myself:

1.stop wasting time
2.Regain your will to fight
3.try my very best to win the battle no matter what price i have to pay
4.do it for the sake of my parents
5.remember that your parent is your motivation
6.it's good to fight and feel tired for your own future


*p/s:i will be what i used to be during my secondary time and i will regain what i had in the
old days

Finally

Finally this semester will be ending soon after all assignments and presentations and lectures and tutorials.I really don't know what had happened this semester but everything shall be shown in the final results.
I have excellent lecturers and wonderful experience,i must remember something that i must improve my grammar and make less grammatical errors. The thing that I shall keep in mind is read more english books and mustn't make any mistake from now on.

i hate it

Two more hours i will be finishing my year one semester two.The critical thinking presentation really offended my feelings ,i don't mind if they wanted to discuss about religous but the whole discussion was just going round in a circle.They should discuss aboiut something more concrete.

The wonderful things in the world

Thunder and lighting,time and miracle
Passes by without you realizing it,
love and passion always by your side
It will keep miracle for you
You are the one that i love
hope you will be surrounded by miracle and love
Health and wealth ,danger and peace
they will accur no matter where you are
health and peace will always be with you
as long as you remember HIM
HE is the god,HE is the creater
HE is mighty and he is good
Pray, people,pray
So that you will being bless by the lord
And HE shall give you health and peace
I pray and pray
Hope that YOU listen to my prayer
Please give the nation peace
Please give my family Health and peace
And may YOU include me in your blessing

Lucky me

It's almost the end of the semester as a sum up of this semester, i feel very lucky because i had met a few excellent lecturers.They always guide me whenever i have problems,but i think the most important thing is you must be honest to them.For example , i told my Lit's lecturer that this is the first time i get in touch with literature and i don't know anything about literature.As a result,she was quite good to me,she guided me when i was doing my assignment and she has also been quite patience with me and explain to me the things that i don't understand.Although there was one lecturer who doesn't know how to teach,but i won't blame her even i was quite angry with her.As we all know that good academic result depends on how much you revised but not how well is the teaching skill of the lecturer.

Stranger VS friend

Why he doesn't look familiar to me anymore?Why he changes so much while i still remain the same person by being who i am?Why the person that i used to loved and shared my feelings with has become someone else?It is a sin by remaining who you are?Once we were so closed to each other but now we are so far to each other.It is because time does make things change? I want to go back the way it should be where we are very closed to each other and share our thoughts and life with each other.

The university life

When i was in secondary school i was very curios abou the life in universuty,i keep on dreaming that the campus will be very huge and you might get lost in it and you can do whatever you want because nobody will control you.It's almost the end of year one semester two,and the only word that i can used to describe this semester is tiring and busy.i think that this semester was the best semester and the most tiring semester i ever had.Today there was a Japan exhibition in our campus,it was very fun and it's quite a new experiance for me because i have a chance to try their traditional coutumes.

My "life"

I'm an undergraduate student now currently taking English Language Course in UTAR Malaysia.