Thursday, September 18, 2008

helo...good morning

it's 4:58am now and i'm awake.i don know why i'm awake i need someone to tell me the reason.is it because i'm too happy because i'm going back today?is it because i'm too stress because i'm having the last paper today?is it because i'd enough sleep?is it because the light is still on and that the reason that i woke up.i just couldn't find out the reason but i think that i still need to sleep.actually i didn't sleep well although slept.i hope that i won't fall asleep during exam time,at laest laet me finish my paper before i sleep.
well,happy holiday guys!enjoy your holiday and remember to come back during next semester.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

the dream that have to wait to become true

i was sleeping few minutes ago and had a dream.i don't know i should consider the dream as a nice dream or a nightmare,but i think it's a nice and beautiful dream.i dream that i was at my lovely home drinking the chicken soup cooked by my mother and my sister was telling me that she's glad i'm home and she misses me very very much.I woke up and found out that it's just a dream.i'm still in pj where food are super duper digusting and i have no one beside and arround me.it's just a dream that is waitng for realization.i immediately call my mum and told her the dream( i always look for my mum when i have dream no matter it's a nice dream or nightmare)
chicken soup and my sister wait for me, i'm going back this thursday.

i'll stop writing here,have to go and get some food and have to start studying as soon as i finish my dinner.gotta go....bye bye.....may god bless all the blog readers and my 'enemy'(the one that seems to be so near to me but annoying)

Monday, September 15, 2008

灭亡?从头开始?

我彻底的失望了,为什么人类还不醒觉这世界就要消失了吗?祖先留下来的文化也会随着消失也代表着人类也会消失了。你难道忍心看着你的孩子也跟着消失吗?你有什么权力夺走他们的未来?我的心开始冷了,也开始发现原来单靠我一个人的力量并不能改变世界。我希望伟大的造物者,伟大的真神恳求您别收回这个世界,恳求您为了千千万万个刚出生天真无邪的孩子们,请再给我们一次机会。我们答应您我们会做得更好,哪怕这世界上只剩下一个好人,也恳求阿爸天父祝福他的后代赐给他后代的愿与当年赐给大卫王的如此丰盛。恳求您继续的赐福于这片土地因为并非所有的良心都被金钱覆盖。恳求阿爸天父聆听我们的祷告,赦免我们因无知而反下的过错。阿门。

I have a feeling that the world is dying and men will dissapeared from this earth just like how dinosours dissapreared from this land.They dissapeared because they do not have enough food but men will dissapeared because the pollution that they made.The ice is melting,the temperature is rising,the heart is covering by black spirit,the love is replacing by material.My alone i can't do anything,i need your help.Tell your friends about the problems that we are facing,tell them to stop polluting,tell them to stop smoking,tell them to tell their friends what they heard from you."perpaduan teras kejayaan".Don make us dissapear from this beautiful land,think about your family that love you,think about your future children,think about the places that you haven't visit before,think of your own life do you wan to become breathless and be like those ppl in the movie 'wall.e'?Or do you want the earth to be like the earth in the movie 'ice age'?think of the moral lesson that you can get from this type of movie.think of future,think of your family,think of yourself.pls leave a comment to show that you also love the earth and you care for 'him'.

Friday, September 12, 2008

'those for tears'





i found a very nice book in pc library and found that actually it helps me a lot at this moment.before this i used to ask myself did LORD abandoned me,did HE forget about me,is he going to just leave me here and etc.after reading the book and relate it to my dailr life i'm sure to say that the GOD is still with me and HE is listening to my prayers.i know that HE is there when i'm weak and HE's there when i'm sad and i know HE's there when i needed help from HIM.i do believe that GOD will make a way when it seems to be no way.the book also teaches me that keep praying and HE is the GOD that listen and will fulfill our wishes in HIS very own way.just like today,HE let me found that book when i was feeling miserable.i was touched by the words inside that book as those words are the answer to the question that i have in my head.all my questions are answered and i learned sth precious today.GOD really watched us everyday every moment and HE had never change his love from the past till the future.just like what the book said 'GOD does care about me,when i was walking the rain stop and when i was in the car the rain just fall immediately from the sky' 'i can feel that JESUS is beteween us as HE keep me away from communist,japanese and the hard times'.all this happened to me,rain stopped when i'm in a hurry,the robbers just let mego without hurting me and didn take away my valuable property,GOD take care of me and give me a safe journey when i'm going back to ipoh,GOD heal me when i'm sick,GOD listens when i'm in deep sadness and GOD lets HIS words to touched my heart and let me understand the guilt that i did .i won't be ashamed to admit that HE is the GOD,the real GOD,the eternity GOD,the creater,HE is everything and HE is my everythign.Fellow friends keep on praying as HE is real and HE live among us and listen to our prayer.Mighty LORD you have proven that YOU are the only GOD,KING of kings and LORD of lords and i shall strengthen my heart and follow YOU.Father LORD plz listento my prayer and give me the chance to see more than i should see let me see the wonders things under your creation and father lord plz giveme a chance to be a better person.father lord plz keep me away from the devil and may that peace will be with me.