我 失 败 了 吗？

I keep on asking myself, have i failed as a student? have try my best to accomplish the duties that were given to me? is it a hint that show that i should quit now?have i failed my mum expectations towards me?

i'll try...i'll try to do my best....i'll try to achieve my own goal....i'll try to do everything as perfect as possible.....i'll try.....no....i must.....i must do it.......damn eli..........how can you be like this?..........wake up eli.....wake up.....you're surrounded by enemies......eli......pick up your gun and shoot your enemies till death.......ELIZABETH TAN....WAKE UP....OR YOU WILL BE SHOT BY YOUR ENEMIES.........